the day draws near..

well...

come to think of it.. some things have really changed over the years.. i noticed the changes.. tho not everyone noticed it. i thot it might have been a positive change. n so each time i kept quiet... hoping tat u'll see the disappointment in me.. hoping that you'll change. n yes.. i noticed some changes. i jus hope that one day i'll see the same old brand new you again.

hmm. went to see doggy jus now. or rather the little puppy - dave. it's jus 1.9kg. so small so adorable. n im obsessed with the puppy's feet. thinking tat it's so nice to touch. it's jus like a little baby.. whining.. crying.. licking.. wagging it's little tail.. hahaha.. but still.. even tho i enjoyed it's company.. i still wont adopt one as a pet. responsibilities i guess. cant imagine having myself cooped up at home watching the little puppy. but i love little dave! =)

alright.. so was having dinner earlier on.. n my aunt was arnd.. chatted w her n we both got so damn excited abt going overseas. she's been to like all over the world man. impressed! telling me abt the experience etc etc. guess it's my first time having such conversation w my aunt. haha. n couple of days back w my uncle too. we were discussing abt bring some of my grandpa's ashes to can.. but worrying tat i might get into trouble at those customs so eventually we all decided against it. then my uncle talked to me abt my cousin.. abt the recent rallies.. the elections so on.. never had such comfortable chats w my relative for a long time. hahah. n this mrn chatted w my grandma on the phone.. telling me to take care of myself etc when im awhile.. woo..

anyway.. sent a thank you email to my profs earlier on... n im so damn touched by the reply. goodness. i wanna cry already la. for you sirs... i promise im gonna work damn hard next sem onwards. eh.. for my grandpa too! im gonna be a NERD when i return. all study no play! *jus joking*hmm.. one more day.. jus one more day...