sucky? but good day.. =)

hmm..

had my first paper today... kinda sux. it was organic chem. jus how i miss having mrs lim arnd. as long as it's about chemistry.. i'll think of her. i might not have been a very good student.. often flunk my CAs n class tests n slept during practicals... but there's certainly no qualms abt how passionate n sincere she is in imparting the knowledge to us. i think i miss seeing her arnd in class tho she's kinda fierce. shld she be my lecturer now.. she might have given up hopes on me... haiz.. skipped too many lects.. missed out too much... no time to catch up.. all panicky hours before the paper... i pray that i need not retake it nxt sem. sigh.

had a make up thermo tut after the paper. and wahahhahaha... I LOVE KOREAN LECTURER! hahahahhahaha.. or maybe just him. he's such a nice guy! giving us hints n tips n whatever nots... ive never missed his tut... it's such a fun time learning with him teaching. wahahhaahah.. he has now set a new criteria for the mr right im looking for. haha

as i was leaving the cafe jus now... dr xu smiled n said hi to me w/o me noticing her! haha. she's yet another NICE lecturer. chatted w her for a while.. haha

haha.. though i had a sucky paper.. but everything jus kinda feels good after that. i can even find myself smiling after the paper. perhaps it's like.. FINALLY IT'S OVER.. maybe it's because of the nice lecturers i met after the paper.. maybe it's because i finally get to see my classmates after not crapping w them for so many days.. maybe it's because i see a new friendship progressing well.. for this period at least.. i hope it'll progress further tho.. n now i kinda miss this friend of mine when my friend is not arnd...

hmm.. i thot my hols plan isnt quite possible le.. then i received a call.. n it simply gave me hope! somehow im really looking forward to it.. awaiting for a positive reply...

sometimes a call from anyone at home.. esp frm mommy... feels so good.

hmm.. tired.. time for bed...

nites babe!