it hurts...

i never knew it would hurt so badly...
i never knew i would cry because of this..
i never knew how much it meant to me..
i never knew how it feels like to be in a team..
i never knew how much fun it had been..
how much we had shared.
the memories.. so dear.. kept so close to me..
the first time im clad in jersey..
the first time i experience what i think is real team spirit..
the first time i feel like i belonged to a team..
a team which recognises me..
a team which loves me..
and a team which i loved too..

we lost by a point in the finals.

the girls fought hard.
they fought hard to win the championship.
it was just one goal after all.
one last goal to end this game beautifully.
but it didnt happened.
the last ball didnt get in.

it hurts. yes. it really hurts.
all i could think of now was the time we spent together..
the joy we had.. in court and outside of court..
every single moment spent together..
i'll never forget.

i admire the vice-cap..
she's strong. she could hold her tears. which even the coach couldnt.
after the captains left, she's the one who made me feel as tho i still belonged to the team. thank you vice-cap.

well, all things must always come to an end.
and that's the end of our game.
i love you guys. really.
because of you all, im a basketballer.
thank you.