a bad day

raaar...

well. had fever from monday to thurs. prayed so hard tat i'll recover by fri. n miraculously, i recovered despite coughing like crazy in the middle of the night.. and when i woke up, only to realize that it's just 4am. so despite having a bad day today, which renders me terribly upset and disappointed... i still would like to thank god. thank you lord for answering my prayers. i love you lord.

but this time round i didnt feel as upset as in the past. i dunno why. yes. i was upset. but i tink perhaps it was because i know i did my best, but i just failed to avoid a mistake tat was so fatal. so the rest of the day passed with concerns from some friends who knew what was going on. and then we chatted thru the afternoon... and ta-da! i tink im more or less alright by now. taking it easy. tho feeling like a failure.

anw, it's cny real soon. im really glad tat my fever has finally come to a stop. im recovering gradually tho... just tat i tried munching on some cny goodies.. n all tasted bland to me. sigh. the most wasted thing was that 2 pieces of kueh lapis. i totally have no idea how it taste like n it costs like 40 over bucks. it jus made me feel tat it doesnt make much difference throwing it into the bin.

oh. yesterday i took a nap in the evening.. n to my horror.. i woke up with not blocked nose... but blocked ears. so my neighbors commented tat level 4 is too high for me. hmm. how abt level 18? wouldnt my ears be blocked every single day? wahahhaha.

alright.. this 4 days of hols aint gonna be all play. i missed out 4 days of sch. actually no difference from saying one week. and i have tonnes to catch up. i shall be hardworking. okay. to be hardworking... i gonna hibernate to reserve energy. so good nites!