the past week...

yoohoo!

it's term break! hooray!

well. had a real busy wk. was back in sch early last sunday to paint my last banner of the sem. all of us expected the work to do done in 7 hrs jus like what happened for our last banner. but to our surprise, it took jus 2.5 hrs! goodness! haha. it felt so good to end so early. haha. so the whole thing ended at abt 8, and we ordered pizza for dinner. and each of us had half a large pizza. wahahahahaaaa.

next came vday. nth much tho. but i had sth out of the norm perhaps. i had a bowl of tang yuan on vday. hahaha. wanted to study for my test at nite, but somehow there came a grp of ppl into my room n we jus chat all the way till 4am?! goodness.. i couldnt wake up for lessons =X

out of the 3 tests i had this wk.. i tink i flunk mat sci. but i tink i deserved it coz i was sooooooooo freaking tired.. i planned to wake up at 6am to study.. but somehow dunno what's wrong w the alarm, i woke up at 8 plus. n it's time for lesson. so i went into the lt feeling so screwed. anw, it's really screwed up. sigh.

visited my grandpa at the hospital yesterday afternoon. n i was there accompanying my grandpa n my mom for 6 hrs.. before i headed back to sch for the night cycling event. was kinda reluctant initially abt going for the nite cycling. coz i didnt want to kick start my hols feeling so damn tired. but i went anyway coz of my peers, n coz cycling is sorta my favorite sport? hahaha. the whole event was damn good. seriously. tho it was quite tiring... but it seems like ive never felt so good before. i cycled long distance before, tho not as long as this one... but ive never cycled thru town and thru one half of singapore before. i've not cycled thru out the nite before as well. the whole journey was abt 40 km. n we passed by many places which hold much memories for me. and we finished off at ecp, watching the sunrise together. the comm surprised us by providing us with bubble tea. haha. somehow i heard frm the seniors tat it seems like a tradition for my hall to provide bubble tea at the end of every event. i find it good anw, after such a long n tiring journey.. we jus want sth cold and nice to fill the stomachs. n bubble tea somehow jus seems perfect. hopefully i managed to remove some fats, n calories etc thru this event. i think im tired because i didnt had enough sleep. it was 23 hrs w/o slp. n i was jus afraid tat i might fall asleep while cycling. anw, after charging my body w another 8 hrs of slp... i feel so good now. haha. i tink im pretty fit, i dont feel my body aching! hahahaaa. good!

now i jus want some rest. looking forward to meeting up with my frens during the hols. n... im looking forward to have my dim sum buffet! wahahahahahahahaaa! but i tink for this one.. i wanna eat w my mom. haha.

im a driver..

and on 9th feb,

the author of this blog here passed her driving test and obtained the license she's been struggling to obtain for a long, long time.

thank you lord. for god has made a way for me.

it hurts...

i never knew it would hurt so badly...
i never knew i would cry because of this..
i never knew how much it meant to me..
i never knew how it feels like to be in a team..
i never knew how much fun it had been..
how much we had shared.
the memories.. so dear.. kept so close to me..
the first time im clad in jersey..
the first time i experience what i think is real team spirit..
the first time i feel like i belonged to a team..
a team which recognises me..
a team which loves me..
and a team which i loved too..

we lost by a point in the finals.

the girls fought hard.
they fought hard to win the championship.
it was just one goal after all.
one last goal to end this game beautifully.
but it didnt happened.
the last ball didnt get in.

it hurts. yes. it really hurts.
all i could think of now was the time we spent together..
the joy we had.. in court and outside of court..
every single moment spent together..
i'll never forget.

i admire the vice-cap..
she's strong. she could hold her tears. which even the coach couldnt.
after the captains left, she's the one who made me feel as tho i still belonged to the team. thank you vice-cap.

well, all things must always come to an end.
and that's the end of our game.
i love you guys. really.
because of you all, im a basketballer.
thank you.