snapshots of 2005

okay..

im so damn shagged. dunno why too. been having late nights coz of sth. n i seriously am so tired.

the bballers fulfilled one of my wish the other day by bringing me to marina for steamboat! yoohoo! n i realized it was the same shop where i celebrated my 17th bday w my bunch of jc frens. heh. it was really an enjoyable time spent w them... screaming when the live prawns jumped out of the container.. taking lotsa n lotsa n lotsa photos... n eventually the entire event ended w a few in tears. after all, it was a farewell dinner for our captains. tho we didnt spend much time together... probably 2 wks during ibg tat was before the exams.. n 4 to 5 wks during ihg after exams... but compared to the period of time when we first met during ibg.. we've now gotten so much closer. things gonna be really different w/o them. i may not ve played in any games before... but im certain that they're the best captains n team mates one could ever have. it was so heartwarming... so touching... that i almost teared as well. i loved my captains. i seldom do come across anyone who's so patient... so nice.. so strong on the outside, n yet so soft on the inside. n she never scolds anyone. n the irony was tat some are scared of her because she's simply too nice. we dun ve the courage to tell her tat we wont be down for training cuz it's like disappointing her. sigh. i'll miss them both.

met up w a fren today. havent meet up w her for ages. i feel really happy for her seeing her so joyful. a little cranky tho. but we spent much time chatting.. catching up w each other lives. im really sorry tat i got myself so involved in sch activities... tat i've got so little time for my frens n family. n perhaps i'll just apologise in advance, knowing my schedule for the next yr.. tat i wont ve much time to spare as well. my study n work schedule is more or less planned.. and with hall n sch activities... i'll hardly have time.

today's the last day of 2005. dun intend to do anything special except to rest well before the sch term starts. looking back, i started the year working as an admin assistant in cpf. i met a whole bunch of new frens there. some still do keep in touch... some dont... but once in a while we'll still see each other in sch. everyone's so busy w their hectic lives.. maybe jus hi, bye and how ve u been is enough. but nonetheless, what makes me really happy is my pri sch cum sec sch cum good fren, agnes who'll every now n then chat w me online at least. n i was really happy to be able to work w her in cpf early this yr. however, we eventually moved on to attempt other jobs. we tried to work tgr again... but still ended up in different places. i went to singtel next. hmm. it wasnt tat enjoyable in singtel compared to in cpf. one of the reasons being the lack of friends arnd. but still i survived.. n headed to bangkok w sm n erin for a 8-days holiday! yoohoo! after which... i attended the hall camp.. which was a very different n fun-filled camp. different as compared to the other camps i used to attend. we had very little sleep each day... n we played very hard. n played till very dirty. hahaha. like the mud slide n the fright nite... the initiation etc etc... i love my OG man. then the sch term kicks in. after playing for like 8 months... i've completely lost the momentum to study... it was real hard to start reading notes again... almost every day after sch.. i ended up hall visiting or room visiting. piled up a lot of tutorials undone. so slack tat i see no point in attending lectures n tut. cuz i cant catch up n i dun understand what the lecturers are toking abt. n one month before the exams.. i started to panick n tried to accelerate a bit. it was a stressful period trying to squeeze a 13-week lecture within one wk. 7 modules. with abt half of the modules being completely new to me. like econs n meb... but eventually... i managed to pass everything. tat's already very much satisfying. i'll work hard nxt sem. i promise. really. i'm going to manage my time. n i'll do at least 60% or my tut before the exams. heh. n after exams was the IH. i really enjoyed myself during IH. i loved the netballers n basketballers. they rulez!

hmm. tat's more or less a summary of my life in 2005. not forgetting that time when i received my A levels results... my experience teaching in a pri sch... the amore sessions w agnes n andrea... my first tuition kid, a pri 1 and 2 kiddy n kiddo... den a sec 4 student whom i really enjoyed teaching her.. hmm... n my first time attending a wake.. that reminds me of the deaths i've encountered this yr.

recalling all these... every scene just seems like a video replaying at the back of my mind once again. i wish i could be a magical editor to edit this video of mine. cuz i only wanna keep the happy moments w me.

so tired. i'm going to hibernate.