tired at work..

rite..

i was freak tired at work these few days. gosh. zzZ..
reane (the in charge) wasn't in on tues.. so managed to slack a little.
a little cos she's the source of 50% of my calls everyday!
was so tired tat i dozed off a couple of times in front of the comp. well.. nth new.
to keep myself awake, i did one sec 4 differentiation qn.
surprisingly, i could do it! wahahaha. so smart!
well.. tat sec 4 kid is one of my colleagues' tutee.
this sec 4 tutee of hers is worst than my pri 1 tutee..
he actually ran actually from class! wahahahaha.
had a great time laughing during lunch everyday over her experience teaching her tutee. haha

as for my tutee-s... well... i love the pri 2 kid! he's bright n cute! wahahaha
don say tat im biased.. the pri 1 kiddy is getting on my nerves.. SOOOOOO naughty! it's so annoying. seriously. i can't help it.. started to scold him le. well.. scolding is not my style... but he's too much la. sigh. these 2 tutee-s are gg on hols. so i'll be on hols too! i've have all my evenings free for at least 2 weeks! well... guess wat... great singapore sales!!! wahahahaha. thanks man! at least i'll have some time to meet my frens for dinner or movie now. wahahaha. come to tink of it... giving tuition is such a sacrifice. been rejecting all my frens... sigh... not tat i dun wan... but it's a commitment. and i must be responsible. working so hard... so tat i can spend a great hol in july... and ve an easier time in uni. well.. been tinking of stopping at 2 tutee-s.. but their moms are dam nice ppl... serious. they keep recommending me... tinking tat im a full time tutor. and if i were to say yes to all... i could start a tuition class myself le. wahahahaha. actually i could be earning more than wat i am earning now. but.... must think long term... i cant leave them once uni starts... i cant be so irresponsible. i planned to see them thru this yr at least. so i tink 2 is enough. enough to keep me busy at least. sometimes, i tink im really fortunate. the tutee-s' moms are so nice to me. we were talking abt hols... n they actually invited me to philippines! haha. really appreciated their offer. but due to financial constraints... i'll save my hols for my frens instead.

okay. today was not a very good day. cos there's not a very good news. was intending of informing reane abt my leave when june begins.. then realised tat those days ive planned to take leave clashes w my colleagues'! n so we had a discussion... but my colleague couldnt change her hols plan. so now... it's me! i got to change my driving revision lessons! how can they do tat to me??? sobs. n so i compromised n im supposed to check out n re-schedule my lessons. sigh. dam the rigidity of their rules! sigh. becos of tat.. i was kinda upset... it took so much time to plan so much... n now ve to change... haiz. to make things worst... i was very tired... so wasn't in the best of moods to tink positively. n i resorted to making myself a cup of coffee. haiz. i wanted to quit coffee long ago... but cant. cos it really works on me. was dam high for the nxt 2 hrs after tat dose of caffeine.. made so many calls! almost finishing my quota for the month! but by the time i reached tutee's hse... wah... felt as tho i haven slept in days. so super duper tired.

by the time i reached home... i don even feel hungry (normally i would)... wanted to zzzZzz.. den mom wanna go walk arnd at the pasar malam which hardly appears near my area n now it's there! so we went for a walk n brought back a bag of durians! watched the one n only show which i watch... n im still not asleep! lucky thing it's a short day for me tmr. short as in 9 to 6. haha. u must be tinkin tat my life kinda sux now. well... all i can say is... 'put in effort in ur work, and you'll find joy in it'.. it's not philosophical... it's true.

well.. the chalet is over... it's nice to see everyone. but sadly there's always something ugly behind whatever tat's so beautiful. can't believe some of the guys in our class are actually so ------... haiz... they actually tried to ran away w/o paying. n when i asked them... they bargained w me. come on la... sigh. wanted to give them a lecture... teach them how to be a gentlemen. sigh. hopeless ppl. sigh.