chalet..

okay..

im back. back from chalet. and that's the end of the big thing for may. tmr the routine will begins again.. how sickening.well.. abt the chalet.. kinda disappointed.. cos it's not very fun. played monopoly but didnt even get to touch my car. didnt even play a single round of mahjong which i initially thot would play thruout the nites. didnt even go to the beach as a grp. we merely walked there n headed back. basically we did nth other than eat n slp for 2 days.

but i managed to get myself tanned. a little. as least i tried to even the colors of my skin. im trapped in the office which i hardly get any sunlight. so tat day was a good morning since almost everyone else was gone, leaving 2 pigs sleeping in the den. so took a stroll to the beach.. feel the sea breeze... the morning sun... the sea water etc etc... finally sat down. rolled up my shirt n shorts... tan! i tell u... it's great! it's a sad thing how some piggies would rather hide in the airconditioned room n not come out for the sun. well.. it's great when u enjoy being alone. with so much things up in ur mind... it's surprising how the words of some ppl suddenly popped out at the back of ur mind... it's as if someone's there to talk to u... even if u cry out... n the sun would dry ur tears for u the nxt moment. let everything out... let the water wash everything away... n there u are.. a same old brand new u!

back there... wanted to buy milk.. n got myself soya bean milk n choco bread for breakfast. played one pool game. n realised tat i sux at it now. after all... the last time i touched it was when i was in sec 4. certainly skills do became rusty. n when back... bathe. cleaned. bbq-ed again. tat was crazy tho. and den it was eat n slp, eat n slp. but im glad tat i got sick of those food n didnt eat much, or rather.. as much as i thot i would eat.

n the day before the chalet, had kickboxing lesson. both me n agnes agreed tat the instructor was cool n chio. n tat she resembles each of our frens. n for my case.. i tink she resembles cheryl. but the instructor is more tanned... n fitter... haha. noe sth.. ive attended 2 classes.. of which i always felt hungry 2 hrs before the class. the first time i dun ve much of a choice cos i met a fren for dinner. the second time i thot of having some finger food only. but nearly got killed both times cos of stitch. damnit. but im always so happy after every lesson... the perspiration makes me feel soooooooooooooooo good. so shiok. and u'll noe wat follows the next few days... muscle aches. but still.. it feels good. im not sadist tho... those muscle aches simply make me feel less guilty abt eating.

haha.okay. i wanna be tan n fit before sch starts. 2 more months left. n i'll be spending one entire month at the bloody job. left w only one month to slack.

well. the next big thing in june would be..... guess wat...
my DRIVING test!wahahaha. so exciting.
but then again.. june sux. there's not a single public hols!
and there're 22 working days! how horrible.
and i knew this gonna be the worst month so far.
well.. bear w it carmen.

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'Lonely im so lonely,
I have nobody,
To call my own
Im so lonely,
im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my own
Im so lonely...'