lala...

okay.

there goes the hols! tat's pretty fast, isn't it? haha. did nth much except stoning n eating n sleeping n breathing n blasting songs into my ears... now i tink im getting quite deaf.

woke up rather early for tuition for the little kiddy today. as usual he didnt do his work. but im very happy now tat he could do number bonds! at least he remembered those things tat i taught. wow. haha. tat's a great sense of satisfaction. woohoo! wanted to hit the gym after class, but well, it's too crowded. i'd end up spending half the time waiting for my turn on the treadmill. so i went home instead. wanted to color my hair today. but tink im rather broke now cos i've been spending a little too much, furthermore, my pay was delayed! so i see my bank account drying up like water in the well. sigh.

so i spent the whole afternoon tinking abt NUS or NTU. and my grandparents were at home. so they put me in a very paiseh state by pushing a sum of money into my pocket to ease the financial stress i might have while in uni. well, im thankful for tat. just tat i dun see the need now. i was so speechless when grandma stuffed the money into my hands. tho she mentioned tat she gave 2 other cousins money too for uni, but... the reason tat i could come up with to refuse the money is just a 'but..'. i dunno wat else to say. tho i told her im still waiting for those scholarships thingy, she insisted tat i could always keep those money n earn interest even if im not gonna use it. so.. im left w nth to say. passed the money to my mum. so now it's up to her to settle the money. as for my uni tuition fees n expenses, im still waiting... waiting for the teaching award thingy to call me. out of desperation, i've sent an email to them just this afternoon. i'll feel so much more independent if only the govt could grant me the teaching award. at least i know w the teaching award, my tuition fees are settled, and i need not ask for money from my parents for the personal laptop n the hostel fees n transport etc etc... sigh. life on earth revolves around money. sigh.

chatted w a few ppl online yest. n one of them was joanne. so heard from her that cpf have sacked them cos they've 'overbudget-ed' on temp staffs. so now only left steph n adrian there. i tink soon, adrian will become a perm staff. so now there are a few new unemployed ppl. unemployment rates went up again. haha. come to tink of it, it's a good thing tat i didn't go back to cpf, cos i'll be stressed over looking for jobs again. job search during december was a horrid man. can't believe tat i actually searched for a job for over a month n in the end took up a job which worth $5.50 an hr. once when i spoke to mr ong abt it, he said tat my monthly pay was his daily pay. well. darn. for once i wish i'm rich.

finally it's may! 2 more months! 2 more months to freedom. from 16 wks, now im left w 9 more wks to go in S i n g t e l. may gonna pass rather fast i supposed, cos of the hols n the chalet! but i dun tink i'd say the same for june. but well, let's not tink so far. haha.

okay. i shall pray hard for MOE to recognise my hard work so as to grant me the teaching award. i shall go down for a jog now. need to burn the adipose tissues tat are accumulating fast. eew. bye!