i miss u..

it hurts to realise tat some things ve changed.

some ppl..

we'll never chat in the same casual way we used to.

i'll be contented jus to know u're doing fine.

but somehow,

i jus feel tat u aren't..

n once again,

im feeling like i wasnt there for someone when im needed.

tell me...

teach me how i could be there for them..

for everyone of them...

tell me how could i not feel sad when 2 persons come tgr n speak not a word.

i fear n i hate this kind of awkward situation.

and i realised it only happens to the closest ppl arnd me.

so close... so close to ur heart...

tat's why it hurts u the most too.

wanna care for them..

but i dunno how.

wanna say 'i miss u, my fren'

but i jus couldnt say out those words.