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strangely.. everytime i walk past tat stretch of road.. i'll ve much recollections. many things tat i dun rmb putting down on blogs... cos those are the things tat are always on my mind. one side of me is clinging onto the past. the other side of me is asking myself to think maturely n to move on sensibly.

watched a show earlier on. n cried.
i learnt that me myself is of no importance. wat's important are the ppl arnd me. they're happy. tat's why im happy. they're sad. tat's why im sad.

lotsa sacrifices to make just to see the smiles on those arnd me.

im not as much of a saint as the lead character.
but i'd try... tho knowing very well tat i can't please everyone.
i'd try.

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a customer today threatened to make a complain n even release it to the press. felt guilty cos im after all an inexperienced temp staff. was feeling very bad cos i've caused trouble for the in charge despite her skipping lunch, busy trying to complete her report. when i finally asked her if everything was alright.. she merely said that weirdo out there has nth better to do, trying to find faults in everyone... n she said let him complain all he wants since he dunno her n she dunno him. tink in the end she submitted our names to the boss as a complaint case. well, tat reminded me of an incident at cpf, where yuanting was accused by a member of the public. haha. wat i rmb most clearly was her saying '...what makes u tink tat the press could publish wateva u said given the nation's strict censorship?..' haha. well... all these reminds me of those days i had at cpf.