baaah

hmm..

i'm fallin in love w this herbal tea. i dunno why.. why everyday i'll jus make myself a cup. hmm. feeling healthy cuz of it. well.. tmr onwards i'll feel healthier.. cuz i'm finally gg back sch for trg. tat means exercise. n jackie has agreed to run n work out at the gym w me! yoohoo!

hmm. am i getting old? one thing im certain abt is tat im not creative anymore. sigh. i hope the reason was cuz i sleep too much. after all, tat's gonna be the excuse im giving myself for not being able to think creatively. n life sux cuz of tat. i can opt for simplicity tho.... but i like it w a twist. so life kinda sux for me these days cuz i simply cant think of anything outta the box. hmm. but jus as i was bathing jus now, an idea suddenly strikes me. haha. sometimes bathing is gd. it's like as tho god is sprinkling droplets of wisdom unto u.

haha. was reading thru this thingy the other day, n came upon this interesting place which ive visited back in bangkok. interesting coz erm.. it turned me off somehow. but on this article, it sorta had it described so explicitly.. erm. so cool. haha. anyone interested to noe more abt this 'interesting place' im toking abt jus msg me. i'll send u the link.

hmm. im afraid to go online. im afraid to check my mail. perhaps i still feel kinda lazy. i dun feel like working YET. but out there... pple have alr started slogging. n here im still refusing to work. sigh. i still feel like resting MORE. suddenly i jus feel tired physically. i dun wanna see anyone jus yet. seeing anybody wld mean having to smile. having to talk. but dun get me wrong. i've nv force myself to smile or talk to anyone of my frens. jus tat i dunno wat's w me these days. i prefer solitude. hmm. alrite. dun bother abt me. i jus need some sleep n i'll be alrite.

anw, was shopping today... things ought to be happy abt is tat i've finally done wat someone has been nagging at me all along for the past 6 months. nxt i've bought one of the things on my 'things-to-buy' list. hmm... lastly... i've baked a cake today! chocolate cake! yummy! hmm. a few more pressing issues to settle. i've yet send my resume. i've yet got my pay. i've yet send an email which im supposed to send it like more than a month ago and now... ah shucks... my head jus called for an urgent meeting. tat means i gonna send out that email before that meeting. ah!!! anw.. let's continue before i start working. hmm. i need to do sth abt my hair. tat requires a capital. n i need a bag after my dearest deuter eventually bid me goodbye. now my deuter has became by ex-lover. anw one bag caught my eye... n it costs a $180! darn. i can buy 3 of my ex-lover! or perhaps one of my ex-lover, one big big bag n one pouch n a new pair of sports shoe or jesus sandals for myself. gosh. $180 for one bag. hmm... let me think abt it..... most prob i'll do w/o it. marginal benefit less than opportunity cost. wahahahaha.

ok. tat's it. need to work. bye!