another sad story..

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

im so depressed! sigh.
i always get so bloody upset over the same thing.
i tink i jus simply freaked myself out so much so tat i cant perform as norm. but it's really very scary. suddenly my heart jus feels as tho it's going to jump out. for tat 15 minutes or so in tat room, i hoped n prayed n did wateva i could but just couldnt calm myself down. sigh. wateva it is, i still wanna praise lord for answering my prayers. thanks lord. it was my mistake coz of short term memory. this i can blame no one but myself. but o lord, you're wonderful. had my prayers not been answered, i can imagine myself in a much worser state. thank you lord.

was so upset the whole day until i finally spoke to penguin abt it in the evening. but still, tat doesnt help much coz penguin's mugging hard for exams. den i came back hall and read agnes' blog. wow. tat's amazing. i tink she can be a comedian man... or rather some joke book writer. it was her blog tat cheered me up eventually.

anw i met up w her on tues. oh man. she has got this cool samsung phone, cool coz compared to mine... mine is dead. but her phone is v nice to grip. haha. n she secretly took a pic of me... n posted it online!

"now... i can sue u for tat agnes. u may remain silence. but whatever u said will be recorded as evidence in court. " wahahahahahahahhaaa

bored as i am... i was surfing the net n realized i missed a class gathering while i was in thailand! oh damn..