missing home...

ahh...

I MISS HOME!

thot i heard my bro's voice from my room, n i opened my door. den i realised that it's not very possible for them to visit me... they would ve called me in the first place. what if i wasnt in my room? what if im asleep? and there's this access gate! how could they have entered without anyone opening the gate for them? i guess i miss my family too much. esp my mom. i really miss home. not that i can't go home. but im jus not allowing myself back home coz i know i'll keep sleeping. im not disciplined enough to mug at home. i sleep too much at home. n life gets too comfy at home. good food. nice bed. great shows. tell me how to study??? sigh. but i really miss home.

took 3 papers so far. torturous. first was math. nxt up was meb, followed by physics which jus ended abt 2 hrs ago. for every module, there was regrets. regrets for not being hardworking enough in the entire sem. regrets for not touching my tutorials. regrets for so many things. i guessed so far meb was the most stressing. it was sth new for me and it took me great pains jus to understand it. im horrified by rumors saying tat most ppl tabao meb. n i stressed myself too much tat day tat i hid at a corner to cry. but i guess this wasnt as bad as A levels. at least this time round i know why i am stress and how to overcome it. im thankful to have a couple of friends to go thru this period w me. praise lord for that.

3 more to go. and i know it gonna be over soon. very soon i gonna be home. i've never miss home so much before. but im not exactly upset by that. at least i know tat i belonged to somewhere.


- Home -

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm
Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home
Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home
And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home

Let me go home
It will all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home