ugly ppl... sigh

well...
my cookies ve miraculously disappeared! goodness!

anw.. let's talk abt monday. tho monday blues... but i met nice ppl.
well.. we decided to be more adventurous n headed towards this factory area to their sorta canteen for lunch. and the zha cai fan over there kinda surprised me! well.. wat's so special is tat it's self-service! totally self service. they simply pass u a plate of rice and u take the cai u want. even the portion is up to u! wow. i thot such things never happen in sg. take a look at our fast food restaurants... they don even trust us for free flow of drinks. why? knowing singaporeans.. we'll just appear as one big group.. buying one big cup and refill as many times as possible. sigh. so i was really surprised to see such 'self' service.. hahaha. furthermore.. it's rather cheap too. cheaper than hawkers outside at least.

and how abt today? we lunched at the foodcourt at our building. not only was the food ex and not as yummy as elsewhere... but the staffs were so bloody complacent! so wat if there's long queue? u tink ppl really wanted to eat ur food? tat's cos we're lazy to walk out of the big building tat's why we lunch in and the staffs are sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo attitude! goodness! tell u.. i'll turn over a bowl of hot soup over ur face the nxt time! argh!

and back in office.. it's really sad. sad to say tat i really despised the staff in the office. they showed me how UGLY human nature can be. they are so bloody self-centered. so selfish. exploiting temp staffs! i was angry. of cos. n so confronted the in-charge for reasoning. oh yea... some hell of excuses... but... instead of showing her tat i was pissed off by their dumb bloody arrangements. i smiled. n then laughed. im not crazy. im just laughing cos i feel sorry for them. sorry tat their lives are so UGLY cos they ONLY cared for themselves. i laughed also becos by making things difficult for us... they didnt realised tat it will indirectly affect them as well. this is wat i call 'DUMB'! ugly and dumb... im so sorry for them. sigh. if not for chris, i doubt i would carry on for another month. one more month and tat's it. anw, chris came to the office today and helped me w getting approval for my leave. i know it's kinda tough cos i needed 4 consecutive days of leave... but in the end.. i got 3! well... tat's good enough. considering my leave clashes with chih's. once again.. i was telling chris how tong ku it is working there... and once again i was being counselled. but things always feel right after 'counselling'. haha. still... im upset cos i've met ugly ppl. this, however, is the real world. ugly real world.

im surviving in this ugly world still.. cos god is kind to me after all. i believed he has plans for me. i believed he has his reasons for me to see the ugly side of man. i believed this is a world where the fittest survive. i will adapt. tho not in a way by becoming ugly like those freaks... but to be stronger than them. one reason why i wanna teach: i believed kids are the most innocent creatures on earth. it may be tiring and stressful. but in these innocent creatures, u will see no ugliness. life will then be beautiful. am i right?

well. im seeing 2 of such innocent creatures tmr. pri 1 kiddy is becoming a demon... while the pri 2 kiddo is becoming my angel. shall write abt my angel n demon nxt time round. it gonna be a marathon tmr. how interesting. wahahaahaaa.

anyway.. was chatting w some cpf colleagues... and we're having hell of a violence on msn. wahahahaha... good good... we're planning to meet up! wahahahhaaa.. great!

oh. i bought home some egg tarts just now... n mommy says she's very full. and the next thing she did was cut one egg tart into half n shared w me! hahaha. funny woman. wasn't she full? or very full? hahahaha.. anw mommy finally made the longan almond jelly tat i've been bugging her for SOOOOOOOOO long! mommy rules! hahaha... the next thing on the list.... BA ZHANG! hahahaha... rice dumpling! wahahahaaa...