poor me....

...
it's monday.. bad day...
not only becos of the blues...
but...

my back was aching so painfully....
either it's aching cos i over-stretched it the other day, or my kidneys are failing.
dam. it's so freakin pain tat i could hardly sit or stand in the office today! even going to the loo was a problem. gosh. tink everyone was like tinkin wat the hell is happening to me man. sigh. don even ve the least interest when they released a bad news to me saying tat i'd ve to move. well... im actually anticipating tat... wahahahahaaa... move it! quick! haha. but i dunno where i'll end up at... sobs. btw, my aching waist/hip has gotten too much of me... tat i ve no choice but to msg ppl to spread my agony. and in the end.. only chih tried to divert my pain by playing games w me... but still... we don ve much time for games.. cos it's the end of the month once again... n we ve to prepare our reports. this month i was the last to submit my report. last month i was the first! guess i find no meaning in rushing anymore.

anyway.. the cookie i baked was dam tasty. im not bragging. serious. in one day.. more than 3/4 of the container was gone! haha. i feel like baking again.. but mommy was so against it... cos recently i bought quite a bit of biscuits n nougats from the food fair... n bao... so much food at home n she's simply against me coming up w more food! sobs. but suddenly i ve no interest in wateva i've bought. haven eaten a single nougat nor a single biscuit. tink my mom gonna kill me for filling up the house w so much food! oops.

anyway. had a driving revision lesson yest... oh dam it... i ve so much prob w parallel parking.... we went in and out, and in and out of the parking lot so many dam times, tat i got bloody sick of it. and then we realised wat the prob was. i ve been blindly following the wrong sighting pt for parking all along! sobs! but well.. now i've got it right! =)
but guess who i met at the driving centre??? it's cheryl again. how coincidental! and our vehicles are parked in front of each other once again. too much coincidence??? wahahahaaa. and know wat... my favorite instructor was coaching her yesterday!!! she's in my favorite car w my favorite instructor - mr nice guy! so sad! sobs... but i shall not take it to heart since it's her test today.. she needs a good instructor to coach her. haha.

anw.. some 'nice' ppl went to bake cookie, apple crumble, muffins, spaghetti... WITHOUT ME! HOW COULD U?! argh. sobs... a bloody 9 to 6 job is the reason why im missing out on all these. sobs!!! i want cookie! i want muffins! i want spaghetti! i want apple crumble! i want to eat! sobs! seriously.. i cant wait for june to end.. this will be the first time in my life i gonna hate june! so miserable... everyone is playing... even my bro n sis are having hols now... they sleep till god-knows wat time everyday... n they play like nobody's business.... wat abt ME?! sobs...

and btw.. agnes.. i wait dumpling! wahahahahaaa. let's make dumpling! whahahahaaaa. yummy!
tat reminded me of the funny dumpling i had at the food fair... haha.
and maggie.. don ever take bao for appetizer at a food fair...i don even ve space to stuff in more food! wahahahaa.

btw, food fair has ended. great sg sales has started. and auntie told me abt this mother's fair which is starting soon. haha. well.. tat doesnt involve me. only the great sg sales! well.. ppl... get urself free and SHOP with me! sobs. how sad when u're free on wkends yet a BIG group of ur frens are working on wkends. either tat or they are always stuck somewhere where i cant go in! sobs...

anw.. was reading this book.. and came across this phrase which is quite nice... to me at least.

'Silence is pure. Silence is holy. It draws people together bacause only those who are comfortable with each other can sit without speaking. This is the great paradox.'