bless u..

hmm..

wat do u do when u're scared?
i refused to tink of it.
i shld be a happy knowing tat the WHOLE family is gg to reunion soon...
but somehow i jus cant smile.
cos im gg to lose my grandpa soon.

im thankful.
thankful for so much things to keep me busy for the moment now.
im too busy to think abt it.
actually everything else is still the same tat's why im still the same.
but life has indeed been a little too busy...
i'll want to retreat into a quieter and less hectic life.
haha. but who am i kidding man...
tat's only possible if i move out of hall??? and if i quit sch???
damn..

im tired..